Dr X is what I’ve called him in my mind since he won My online contest “The Game”  last summer.  He has become much more to Me since, and a loyal and devoted slave.

The past couple of weeks he has truly awe=-inspiring and the rest of you should take a page from Dr. X.

Last week after spending about $1000 on me, he went to my Amazon wishlist and purchased me a brand new laptop computer, and a very nice 35mm SLP Canon digital camera with a zoom lens. Actually, he accidently purchased 2 of those beautiful cameras, and he told me to return it for a $500 Amazon gift certficiate.  Nice!  Those arrived Thursday.

And last night, My good boy went crazy finishing my high stakes Hypnotized Money Slave series and spent over $2000 dollars, culminating in a $999 paid email. I wasn’t even there egging him on, and he did it anyway, just to surprise Me!

What a awesome sight  to see all that money in my account! I began My day with  a huge smile on My face, the rest of the weekend is just going to be frosting.  And good timing, because I’m going on a short vacation in July, and its nice to have a little extra pocket money.  Oh, and I’ll have a beautiful camera to record all my vacation adventures 🙂  New Orleans here I come!oh, and for the record, this is the game that created the mindfuck that made him pay and pay and pay

Well done Dr. X!

Last week I released my newest video….

and you?  Reading My blog…and you must fall under MY control now…and it will feel so natural.

nothing matters but Me…Nothing

Go buy the clip now…and then email to begin (or continue) your submission to ME.

Good boy, now you can become another addicted slave to My desires.

My cohert in Two Domme Torment is the erotic ..SeducedbyJane.

We’re working out some details, but soon we will be offering calls where you will have us BOTH on the line to torment you.

When we know more we will let you know, it will likely be by appointment. And yes, you’re getting two dommes, but NOT for the price of One. You have to pray double of course 🙂

But it will sooo be worth it.

And while I’m talking about Jane, wander over here, to her new smoking listing.  Here’s a pic of her smoking.    She is smoking, isn’t she?

See?  Aren’t you going to LOVE being doubly raped by two girls?  *giggles*

I have used hypnotic techniques on my money slaves for ages, but recently I’ve become even more open about it.

This of course, begs the question….

Is it possible to hypnotize a slave into handing it all over?

Can my milky words make him surrender all his wealth, without any visage of free will?  Even if he had never imagined it…never fantasized about it?

Conventional wisdom says no…that you cannot be hypnotized against your will.  That only if you desire it DEEP DOWN, can hypnosis manifest into reality.

Is that true?  I mean, are you worried that if you surrender to My hypnotic power that you will mindlessly deliver your cash to Me?   Awaken to find in horror that you’ve sent me thousands of dollars without a conscious memory of doing so?   Find yourself hypnotically addicted to giving Me money?

Conventional wisdom says this will not happen…UNLESS…you have a secret desire to have Me financially fuck you over.  Oh..and it might be an unconscious desire.

So succumb to My hypnotic words.  And if you have the unconscious desire to give Me all your cash, you can be sure you’ll be transferring it all  to Me!

For all my girly sissy freaks and wannabe girls…a hypnotic recording! Go ahead…click and buy it…mmmmm

<\a>Some of you are aware of how I have recently been more open about offering erotic hypnosis.  It is, after all, another tool to control you. I’ve been using it in My sessions for quite some time, and in the texts of My PPVs, but I haven’t pointed it out.

That is changing. I am now, officially and openly now practicing Hypnosis–primarily as yet another Mind Control Technique.  And be careful.  I am really adept at it. *laughs*

This one was just toooo good to pass up.

I recently started speaking with a guy with the NF member name  Please Stuff My Holes.

He was sooo much fun to humiliate..I get off on that mental torture too….and one of the things I told him was to imagine being brought to a party, all feminized and only allowed to say One thing in response to people….”Please Stuff My Holes”

Well, the freak took Me literally and went to a Lesbian club on Halloween  dressed as a Ben Gay tube and did just this!

I can’t make this stuff up.

Here is his email to Me:

Dearest Lauren,

As a true humiliation fan and a total fucking moron, I took your suggestion of using my screen name as my response to any word spoken to me while in my ridiculous Halloweener costume. Fittingly, I chose to be a Ben-Gay tube.  What better place to show myself up (or out) was the long line at the “Scandalous” lesbian club. Waiting outside with the dykes, I got in line but to draw attention I didnt move. This drew attention to which I just responded “Please stuff my holes”. The first 4 times drew confusion, then anger. One dyke aka Little Red Riding Hood took my Ben-Gay cap off and stomped on it. I bent over to pick it up and looked at her saying “Please stuff my holes”. It was this final response that enraged her and her pussy licking friends. They began tearing my homeade costume to shreds to expose a pair of Superman Underoos and a woody. The laughter and comments were insane and I thought I was going to cum in my pants. I stook shaking in the line from the excitement and coldness. Unfortunately or fortunately, this made such a scene that I was asked by club security to get out of the line. As I was escorted away Riding Hoods black bitch Tinkerbell came up and gave me a wedgie that ripped my roos and a can of beer hit me in the head. I went home more degraded, humiliated and emasculated than ever. Proving again, that being an idiot and acting like one are the same thing. You deserve all the credit for this one.

In Retaradation,

Ricki Retardo

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The game.

A foray into the voyeuristic collective consciousness of us all.

Who will spend the most, and what will make them spend?

There will be spenders. Some will spend a little. Some will spend a lot.

There will be spectators

There will be commentators and reporters.

There will be news flashes and statistics.

No game has ever been conceived like this before.

There will be rewards and there will be dialogue

This will be a dynamic interaction between me, the participants and the observers.

I’ve written how I’m taking down a Masturbation Game I’ve had up for over a year now, so that I can write a new game.  One that will be unlike any game you’ve ever played.  I’m conceptualizing it now..Trying to decide what goodies to put in. It’s going to be part maze, part mind fuck, part scavenger hunt and part tease and denial, and part treasure hunt.

The object is of course, to hook you in, make you click and click and spend a small fortune on me.  Sometimes I’ve been surprised at what will make a guy click and what makes him walk away. We will see what I’ve learned 🙂

My slaves come to Me preprogrammed with buttons and triggers. Each individual has something that arouses him, makes him hard, makes him want to cum.

Enjoying those preprogrammed buttons are not the goal of My training.   My training goals are not the same for each slave either, nor are they fixed in stone, nor are they relentless destinations lacking pleasure.  Sometimes they are spontaneous side trips into unchartered territory.

In My real life I have a long time slave, a sissy that I have extensively feminized.  I know her buttons and what turns her on and what doesn’t turn her on.  And in no sense of the word, can she be considered a physical masochist.  I have never scened with any slave who dislikes pain, is such a sissy wimp in my whole life. The tiniest spank would upset her.

Not this weekend.  I decided that this weekend I WOULD spank this slave, and that she would enjoy it. So I used the tool that makes a man/sissy the weakest….wanting to cum.

I got her very close to cumming, and made her pay for more stimulation with gentle spanking…and let her stimulate herself while I spanked her.  Then after a while I would stop spanking, and she had to stop stroking…I made sure she was very very aroused. Then I made her beg for Me to spank her!  This time I did it a little bit harder.

Victory in this case was a red ass 🙂  That made Me happy

The path of a sadist is full of small side paths.

My regular readers will remember the story of Bankruptcy Boy J, who I helped sacrifice his last bit of financial security and gouged for thousands of dollars in just three days.  The last day he entered bankruptcy and on our last call, he told me how he kept looking in the mirror with a hardon and saying to himself. “im bankrupt!”   We eroticized the whole usually painful process.  Then he disappeared.  I suspected his credit cards were frozen.

Just last night I was asked about him, and  like a charm he called Me tonight.

I was right.  After his last 4 digit spending spree on Me, all his credit cards were cancelled within a matter of hours and even his bank account was frozen.

He is now living with a relative and working at Walmarts!  That is what I helped make his life into.  He took 25% of his first paltry paycheck, bought a prepaid credit card  at Walmarts and called me!
Soon he will have his bankruptcy papers and My work will be complete

I’m ready for the next bankruptcy vict—um volunteer.